day tres.
not much to say atm cause i’m soo sleepy. BUT i must study…and do well in school for myself and especially for my lovely parents. anywh0s what a freaken night, what a freaken day. oh btw..happy belated valentines day? …i guess >.>
i was never a fan of valentines day, still not. probably because i’m just a bitter lonely single nigguh hahhaha whom never had a valentines date before. but whatever, i hope everyone had a lot of LOVE today, not just from your significant other but from your family, friends, and peers. but don’t forget, it’s not just today that you can give or receive this type of love. you don’t need “valentines day” as an excuse to act any different. everyday should be a day full of love. everybody deserves love from their close ones. never forget those who has been there for you. they are what make life so special. they’re the reason to live and wake up everyday to the challenges that awaits us.
sometime these “thoughts” still run through my mind. That certain fear that still lingers and haunt me. It creeps up randomly, and then i begin to panic and freak out. But i promise myself that I will not let my mind defeat me. I cannot be triumphant without a battle. My heart still hurts, but it will heal. My hope is still dead, but it will revive. My life is still broken, but i’ll paste it back together again with help along the way because I know I won’t be alone. My smile has disappeared, but I will find it and smile like I mean it. All I need is to be patience with myself.
Faith is also there with me <3
Trinh, you’re doing good so far, keep it up. and it’s okay to still be hurt. just don’t hide it anymore. Your bottle is too full.
