lately i been attracted to the color color black and white…which is weird cause black scares me.

maybe i’m maturing…or maybe this is my mood.

color usually expresses me.

suffocating myself in these dark thoughts.

my motivation has changed. i used to have you in mind, you used to be my drive.

but now, honestly, maybe out of irrationality…but this is what i truly feel…my motivation is to get away from you. ill give you whatever you want but just. leave me alone.

i hope you’re happy. because im officially fed up. i’m sick of this shadow and the thin line i feel like i always live on. it’s fucking up my mind.

People aren’t always going to be there for you, that’s why you learn to handle things on your own.
― (via 1112pm)

(Source: ohteenscanrelate)